Sometimes it feels like starting over. Could it be evolution?
That’s how I feel these days. Like I’m starting over. Wishing I knew then what I know now. And by “then” I mean 2 years ago when I left the corporate world to go out on my own. The trial and error, the website development, the networking, the selling, the question “What am I selling?”
Well, 2 years and 2 months later, I feel more focused than ever. I’ve cut out certain services that were draining my time resources with not enough reward and am focusing on what I love to do and what makes the most sense for me to do: Speaking/Corporate training and product development. With that new focus comes many changes. A few examples include the CDs DVDs, and books that are in development and an updated blog site with new URL and design (stay tuned for those details). I’m sure there is much more that I’m not even aware of yet.
It feels like starting over. But it was brought to my attention that in fact I’m not starting over, I’ve evolved. That sparked my attention, I like to think that I’m evolving. Evolution = Growth.
I learn by doing, and as I look back I realize I’ve done a lot: met new friends, started a blog, created a TV show, wrote and created audio and video podcasts. Are they all perfect? Heck no. But I’d never started a blog or produced a TV show before and for a beginner I have say my work isn’t that bad! I’ve learned quite a bit about myself and my abilities. Without these activities I wouldn’t have the new knowledge I have to help me realize what my professional direction will be.
Many things in life run on a cycle (or picture a spiral circling constantly with no end). There is a start point, an end point and a middle road you travel on. Travel the road to the end and you may find that end point becomes your new starting point. For a time I felt like a hamster in a wheel going no where. Then I stopped and looked back at the last 2 years - where I started and where I am now. “WOW” was all I could say. Sure enough where I am now has become my new starting point. But I haven’t gone backwards, which is why I’m not starting over. I continue to move forward through the cycle.
If you ever find yourself feeling like a hamster in a wheel going no where, stop, pause and think about where you started. You might just surprise yourself with the progress you’ve made. Say congratulations, and then keep moving! We learn by doing and if you keep doing, no matter the success or challenges that you face, the cycle can be very exciting!
Do you ever feel like you’re starting over? Take a look back - what cycle are you on? Share your stories of growth and learning!
thank you. that was beautifully written. i’m a recent graduate of i.i.n and my health counselor sent your blog my way and its just what i needed to hear. keep up the good work.
Be well.
Lauren Tekverk
SimpleBitesNutrition.com
I think expecting my first baby in three weeks is definitely beginning a new cycle, to say the least! LOL!
Well written post and a good reminder that instead of focusing on the destination to enjoy the journey and take time to pause and look back at the progress. Not sure if you’re reading “A New Earth” with Oprah’s book club, but the last chapter/discussion class on Monday (I believe 9) spoke about evolution and how we’re constantly growing. Very much in alignment with your post.
@ Lauren - welcome and thank you! Congratulations on your graduation and good luck in your new venture.
@ Yoga mama - yes, a new baby is certainly the beginning of a new cycle! Wow, 3 weeks!! Much healht and happiness to all of you. I have been downloading the New Earth podcasts but have yet to listen - perhaps I will do that this weekend. Thank you for the reminder.